I just wanted to make a post about my sweet sweet husband! We have been married for almost 8 months now and it is the best 8 months of my life! When Nate and I first got married my jaw locked almost totally shut, I couldn't open my mouth, and I was in a lot of pain. We visited a jaw doctor who who did a CT scan told me I have lost about 15% of the bone in my jaw and that's why I was having such pain and a locked jaw. I went through extensive physical therapy and had another CT done 4 months later (by this time I could open my mouth and my pain was minimal) I felt like I was gonna get good news, but we found out I have now lost close to half the bone in my jaw--luckily I don't look deformed. I'm actually doing really well but it has been so hard for me. I have never had to deal with a health problem and I have been quite emotional about it. Anyone that knows me knows that I am just, well, crazy. Im a perfectionist with everything, I am a clean freak, I stress if my grades aren't perfect, and I can never look perfect enough like I want too! In a lot of aspects it is really good, but I also stress out a lot...especially about my not perfect jaw, but I am so lucky to have such a wonderful husband that takes such good care of me, he sits by my side while I cry for hours and he is so patient and comforting. We haven't been married for very long but I already feel like we have been through so much together. He came into my life, most would say while I was really young, but I think it was the perfect time. I don't think I could get through this trial without his help and love and of course the love of the Rempp's, and Browns and my Heavenly Father and Savior Jesus Christ.
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